I am still bleeding although it is only light and I'm not in any pain. But it's hard to move on with this reminder. I want to go swimming and can't while my body isn't ready. So with Hubby working, friends busy and all my Christmas shopping done, I've been sitting at home bored all weekend. Being bored also means that I have too much time to think.
I think about how happy we were on holiday when we found out I was pregnant. We were amazed and couldn't believe it but so so delighted!
I think about how the first 2 scans were magical and hearing the heartbeat was the best thing in the World for both of us.
I think about when we found out at the third scan - how could we be so unlucky, Hubby thinks we're jinxed!
I think about how I would have had my 10 week scan this week.
I think about what could have been.
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