Being so upset by how badly our 5th IVF had started I couldn't talk to anyone about it. I was trying to stay composed and go to work as normal. I think I was actually in shock - I've been trying to be so positive about things for so long now, and not much about our infertility upsets me too deeply anymore, or so I thought. I didn't even want to talk to Hubby about it, even though he tried to get me to open up.
I texted him from work to say how sorry I was for my moody behaviour and explained how upset I was and I didn't mean to take it out on him. I arrived home from work to find he'd tidied up, cleaned the carpet and bought red glass candle lanterns and lit them around the room - it all looked and smelt wonderful. Also, before he even got my message he had been out shopping to buy me little treats to try and cheer me up!
I got:
- a card with 'This is a Hug' on it with a lovely message inside
- a Winnie The Pooh fridge magnet shopping list
- a Winnie The Pooh notebook
- Valentine's Day DVD
- The Backup Plan DVD
- A furry dog bookmark
- a clip-on book night light
- a box of my favourite Guylian chocolates
Also with every present (which he'd wrapped up) he had written a word on post-its that made up the sentence:
Everything will be alright in the end ...
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